"So whenever I'm not going to remove my hand from you,
I'm sorry," I said, tears
"You're not wrong, it probably already takdir.Takdir that brings all of us, and he will separate us" she whispered, unable to withstand the pain
I held her hand over backwards, I do not want to lose him, I'm sorry for my actions that lalu.Aku only hope to turn back the clock to the past, while laughing with him, but I guess it's too late.
I saw his face more pale, his grip was strong again, and pouring his keringat.
She moving his hand, as if to say that I approached him, but I know that dry mouth can not speak again. I put her ear and she whispered to me
"A ... I'm maaf.A.. Ku've ruined everything, I know how you feel, and I appreciate it."
"Maybe I'm late to say it, but I do love you."
He smiled, though his face was suffering from a very large, I can see from his face that you try to suppress the pain itu.Setelah few moments later, his hands apart from mine, his heart was not heard from again, maybe I'm kidding myself at that time, I tried to wake him, I hope he does not leave me even though I knew he was gone for good.
Tears were incapable kubendung again, I can not accept the fact, I do not want him to go from hidupku.Aku want to be with again if only for a moment.
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Ririn Oktaviani, it is my full name, I used to be called Ririn.Aku write this in memory, a memory that can not be kulupakan.Ini kehidupanku.Sebuah a little note on the journey of life that makes me not menentuh.Persahabatan, Love and the reality of life I live. I hope you can learn from the experience of my life
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Dear diary
Tuesday, January 5
It's the first day I sat in class 2 high school, did not feel the time goes so fast, today I tried to change my behavior to become more mature, I realize, I'm not a child anymore, I had to define my own life.
Upon entering the school gate, I ran to my classroom on the second floor above the school, it is great to be on the second floor, I could see a wide field from here and one of the most memorable days, I'm so happy, I do not think Willy called my name and wanted to meet with me at school, although the reason the council but at least I'm very proud of, this is the first time he called me, he was the person who I admire greatly since high school sitting in class 1, even though I closed to within 1 year from him, but his face is very handsome, he's also smart and active in the organization, and one thing that I admire from him ".
Not much to tell from my class, I think it all looks the same, children are noisy and crazy things that just make today lainnya.Mungkin ini.Selamat diaryku night ....
I closed the little book, and keep it under bantal.Buku it means a lot to me, the book is always with me to share the story of when sad or happy, I can not think of how upset I was when the book was small.
19:45 o'clock, the sound starts to sound replace the nocturnal noise of vehicles that passed lalang.Kututup my eyes and tried to get carried away in the wave dreams.
......
"Time's up, the next week we continued another material." Said Art music teacher cover the material
It was great, almost closed eyes opened again hear the bell rests berbunyi.Seperti usual, me, Randy and Fred into the cafeteria sekolah.Mereka indeed friends who always menemaniku.Randy was my friend since junior high, he was arguably the craziest kid I've never met, but it can be said also he was lazy, he most likes to play basketball, his face was rather good-looking, especially with the red hair and long hair almost covering her eyes, but with the strange behavior, inappropriate if he does not have any pacar.Berbeda with Randy, Fred more reserved, other than that he is also very smart, even always get a general rank in the school, he is also one baik.Kisah love was inversely related to Randy, a lot of people who liked him, but he always refused, I do not know why it is not as good as Randy kenapa.Badannya a frequent exercise, but you could say he's too good-looking, black hair style "spike", and most like to spend time in perpustakaan.Aku is new to Fred when entering the school, but I'm also very familiar with him.
"What if today you that we treat Rin ..? Said Randy as he approached the cafeteria.
"I've only just treat you today, not ever, you guys again lah" I replied
"What if I take Willy, hahah.Kalau what if we want to be fair suit, who defeated him the pay" she said
"The justice of which, did I treat them just yesterday, Willy, Randy always said that when he bothers" dengungku heart
This is how Randy if you want to eat for free, not to mention in every game, I always lose, but that's okay.
I also agree to play and so did the Fred.Hasilnya came out, just as I thought, surely I kalah.Memang more so, but I'm happy with mereka.Menurutku only those who can make my day happy, play together, go fishing together, or a walk together, I do not want them to leave me, I'll do anything to make them deka dengaku.Saat after school we usually go to a field of green grass luas.Seperti usual, Randy was always playing ball with the other kids, while Fred with me shelter under a shady tree as he talked with me together.
One day, as usual, we went to the cafeteria, while after the meal, we were told together.
"A weekend later, why do not we go camping, we are off Monday right?" Says Randy
"Hmm ..." lyrics Fred at me, waiting for an answer "
"It is up to you, I agree it" I said
"Okay, I'll sms you where place and time," said Randy excited ".
On Saturday night is the day exactly where tomorrow is the day that we open tunggu.Ku little blue book again, and start writing a new record on a blank sheet.
Dead diary
Saturday, January 16
Today is a very exciting day for me, I'm aware of who can make me happy and I'm very fond of each dia.Oh yeah, right tomorrow we will go camping, where he's in a pegunungan.Aku've never been there before, but according to Randy's nice place, I hope so, oh yes, I must quickly tidur.Trima love diary for today
The next harinyapun we get siap.Kami Hitami gathered in the terminal, and then proceeded to the mountain Aforon.Tempat is indeed famous for its scenery, especially when seeing the sunrise from puncak.Kami also take into account the time, so the day we arrived, we did not miss to see this panorama.
"Sorry to be late, you've had from earlier huh?" Randy said to us.
"Not really, we've just come ..." I replied
"Looks like we're on time, train had come from there," said Fred, pointing to the direction of an approaching train.
"WE COME OFF" said Randy excited.
We were on the train ride to it.I always imagined how comforting it later in the Peak tersebut.Sepanjang trip, posted a paddy field and trees were beautiful, I really enjoyed this trip.
Tsssttt ......
Berhenti.Aku train was awakened from my sleep that soundly, as well as Randy and Fred.Kami lift and move items out perjalanan.Ternyata way to go is not easy, cliffs and wet soil can sometimes be obstacles in the way kami.Saat a few hours of walking, we arrived at the first stop, the name Gowashi Lake.Di place lies a lake that is not too broad, but very beautiful, the water is blue and very clear, the sides are cliffs towering upward as if became a bastion of the lake this.I do not want to miss this opportunity, I was immediately plunged into air.Segar taste, removing any sense of penak after a jauh.Kami not spend much time here because we have to go a distance second stop pretty much. After we left the pack and headed Protond.Aku Gowashi Lake did not think this time the terrain is very different from the previous field, on this trip, that look is a tall grass accompanied by shady trees really cool, I really want to enjoy the breeze here, but we have to be quick before the start gelap.Akhirnya clock struck 18:03, we arrived at the stop kedua.Terlihat many people who meet ini.Tempat place was made for a campsite for visitors.
"You better find food first, I will prepare a tent for us" said Fred.
"I'll find instant food around there," I said.
"Then I'll look for firewood around the trees there," said Randy who did not want to miss.
We also do our own job later masing.Setelah few minutes later, I went to Fred and Randy again, it turns out they've been doing their job.
"I can only instant noodles for dinner tonight" I said
"Never mind, than no" said Randy as he took the parcel.
At night it was really fun wlaupun only with instant noodles only, but if with friends is definitely more melodic guitar ramai.Alunan of Fred adds kecerianku today.
"Oh it seems, I have to go first, perustku painful" cut Randy when we sing together
"Okay ... be careful" said Fred
Randy went away leaving us berdua.Dan baby something that I never imagined it was so quiet terjadi.Malam, just me and Fred.Aku looked into his eyes, his eyes more than usual, his eyes look so cold, the wind blowing hard, but tonight it was really does not move me, she then looked into my eyes as if to hide something.
"What," I asked still confused
"No ..... no nothing" she said with a soft voice
I do not believe a word katanya.Masih clear from her eyes that she berbohong.Detik constantly changing, but Randy had not yet seen, I hope he's here to break the silence ini.Dia continue to see my face, but his words are not okay
"What shall I ask?" Fred said with a look of the same
"Mm .. What the ...?" Asked an increasingly curious about the acting
"Mmmm ... what do you think our friendship will survive, even if one of us had a problem?"
I do not understand the question why all of a sudden he said that.
"I.. Yeah, of course, why do you ask"
"I just want to know"
"You can not cover Fred, I can see in your eyes, that's not what you want to say"
He then turned his eyes from my face
"Hha ... maybe I was not a great lie, but I just want you to know how I feel"
"I do not understand, what do you mean?"
"I've always kept it this.I just want you to know that I really like with you, I want you to join me not only as a friend, who could only hear your feelings on others, but I want more than that."
Mempu I spoke, I was very surprised to hear it, I do not know if all this she kept her feelings, how could I not see itu.Namun ... I can not reciprocate those feelings, there are other reasons that make me menolaknya.Aku then cry, I do not know what I have to say, I do not want to ruin the friendship, but I can not.
He then approached, and hugged me.
"Sorry, I made you this way, I understand how you feel, maybe I am being too nasty to say this padamu.Aku know alasanmu.Aku thank them all."
Was no dripping tears, he then let go of his arms.
"A ... I'm sorry" I said
"No problem, I'm not forcing you" she said with a smile. "
I was told all my feelings, the person who I admire and I sukai.Beberapa time after that, the sound of someone from behind.
"Sorry, I'm a bit long" he said "
Fred and approached us.
"Your eyes are red, what is it?"
"It's okay, had conceded mosquitoes"
"Owh so, ehh I'd continue my look at the squirrels chase, so little time, but the squirrel fled" Fred said with a smile
"I think it was late, we'd better sleep" Fred rafters.
I was headed to my tent, I still can not believe all that Fred katakan.Aku kept brooding, and now I'm starting to think, what might this friendship will continue bertahan.Aku not expect this holiday became a nightmare for me.
"Hey sleepyhead, get up quickly, the journey is still far enough" someone trying to wake me.
When I woke up, I get out of the tent and found Fred and Randy are getting ready with their wares
"Wash your face, which I'll clean up your stuff" said Fred
"Yes" I replied
I immediately ran to leave them and look for eye air.Saat find a spring, I wash all my face and hope that all the load last night going with the flow air.Walaupun until now I could not believe everything he said last night, but I will try melupakannya.Saat felt calm enough, I was right back to the camp and apparently they already have everything.
When everything was ready, we were immediately rushed to the final destination, Mount Aforon.
"Everything is holding, not to loose, the journey will be very difficult, but this is precisely what makes us united" Randy command that looks so mature.
"Well" I said along with Fred "
We then started to climb the mountain, cliff seen everywhere even though we had walked some menit.Aku continue to hold their hands together, I really ketakutan.Setelah some time after that, we also arrive at a cottage kecil.Randy located in the front and then stop.
"What," I asked the Randy
"It looks like rain, I'm not sure we can get these days, we have to take shelter in here or maybe tomorrow we will go"
"Is not this the 21st day, it's a special day for us, it's 1 year anniversary we've become friends" I said
"It is better, if we lived before, we see the situation later" said Fred
"Yeah" added Randy
I then bowed with tears in her eyes, I did not want this day to be meaningless.
Randy then approached, and held my shoulder and said with a smile
"Do not be sad anymore, let's go"
He then re-picked up his bag, and took my hand to continue the journey perjalanan.Setengah we have passed, in a few moments we will arrive at the top, I always said it sounded in pikiranku.Fred kept looking towards the compass while Randy continues to look towards the sky , he tried to ensure that we will fine.We continued to walk towards the mountain top, but suddenly drops of rain began to fall and turn into rain lebat.Randy immediately issue a flashlight and a jacket from the bag, so stayed after school with Fred . When I opened my bag, I mencri jacket but when I was looking for, I did not realize menemukannya.Aku later, I left my jacket at the time in the eyes ketakutan.Randy air.Aku very cold and then immediately off her jacket and pair it on my body.
"What about you," I asked
"I'll be alright, calm down" she said, smiling at me
Randy then keep looking around with his flashlight while Fred to find out if there is a place for berteduh.Aku began to regret my actions earlier, why should I impose my will tadi.Mengapa I do not listen to what they katakan.Hari was getting dark as the rain never let up, the even more licin.Aku hatiku.Tinggal continued to pray in a few moments we will be up, but suddenly Randy fell and his head struck a rock and then kaget.Kepalanya issued darah.Fred gunung.Aku then immediately ran to the front and saw the state Randy.Tanpa thinking he was then picked up and carried her Randy.
"I leave it to you, hold the flashlight and compass, now you're the penujuk way", I hope you "said Fred
"But I do not know"
"Be sure you can"
I then looked at Randy's in a state of severe and cold, then I pick up a compass and a flashlight and started looking jalan.Aku continue watching the road, while occasionally I see Fred behind that bend over backwards raise Randy.Badan was it would have been very fatigue, I thought to hati.Cuaca getting worse, with torrential rain continued to fall while lightning occasionally terdengar.Aku continue to survive but then I realized that my body was not strong again.I almost fell, my eyes dizzy, and my vision was getting dark, but when suddenly I see some light, I then tried to strengthen langkahku.Itu possible light from the summit climbers who tried to tell lainnya.Saat stepped a few minutes, finally the light is in front of me, it turns out we've got puncak.Ku see some people come up to us, as I look back, Randy Fred tried lowering of the arms, but suddenly he terjatuh.Aku immediately walked towards him with a strong grasp tenaga.Ku veins and veins apparently still berdetak.Aku then feel relieved . But when I saw that Randy was beside me and then back khawatir.Aku then put his head on my thigh, then I hold tangannya.Saat I held her hand, I felt that he was still alive, I can feel his arms even if only a little, he then opened his eyes.
"Do not cry, you're a brave woman" she said softly
"So whenever I'm not going to remove my hand from you, I'm sorry," I said, tears
"You're not wrong, it probably already takdir.Takdir that brings all of us, and he will separate us" she whispered, unable to withstand the pain
I held her hand over backwards, I do not want to lose him, I'm sorry for my actions that lalu.Aku only hope to turn back the clock to the past, while laughing with him, but I guess it's too late.
I saw his face more pale, his grip was strong again, and pouring his keringat.Dia moving his hand, as if to say that I approached him, but I know that dry mouth can not speak lagi.Kudekatkan her ear and she whispered to me
"A ... I'm maaf.A.. Ku've ruined everything, I know how you feel, and I appreciate it.I heard s .. emuanya you tell Fred natural m .."
"Maybe I'm late to say it, but I did lie about my feelings mencintaimu.Aku Willy, I may admire him, but I love you"
He smiled, though his face was suffering from a very large, I can see from his face that you try to suppress the pain itu.Setelah few moments later, his hands apart from mine, his heart was not heard from again, maybe I'm kidding myself at that time, I tried to wake him, I hope he does not leave me even though I knew he was gone for good.
Tears were incapable kubendung again, I can not accept the fact, I do not want him to go from hidupku.Aku want to be with again if only for a few saat.Orang rose then raised Fred and Randy to the health post, while they took me to the inn to warm my body.
A few days after that, I had to live my life again, but everything is not as usual anymore, no laughter from Randy, mischief, or even when he was arguing denganku.Hidupku perasaanku.Sulit hampa.Fred tries to comfort me to thank all of them, he is my friend since I was a kid, and I think it's unlikely to let it go of all that we live bersama.Setiap month I visited her grave with Fred to pray and cleanse makamnya.Aku always remembered padanya.Beberapa months passed
Dear Diary.
This may be the last piece that I wrote, the high school sheet filled with millions cerita.Sedih, fun, laughter and tears become part of the story when Randy and Fred ini.Apalagi bersamaku.Hari is graduation day kami.Fred will attend the University Architect in Brazil, while I was going to college at the University of Medicine in Jerman.Mungkin if Randy is still there, definitely take part in the Barcelona football school, that's what he always said this padaku.Diary I'll keep it in the box and I'll put it on the grave Randy, I hope he's not upset to hear all the chatter about staying dia.Selamat High School, Diary goodbye, and goodbye Randy.
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A few years after that, I was then completed the study of medicine and marry someone who I think is right, and Randy certainly be happy when he knows who my husband he Fred.Kami both returned to Japan and visit the graves of Randy.Kami tell him everything and plan will be staying in Japan back in the family.
THE END
"You're not wrong, it probably already takdir.Takdir that brings all of us, and he will separate us" she whispered, unable to withstand the pain
I held her hand over backwards, I do not want to lose him, I'm sorry for my actions that lalu.Aku only hope to turn back the clock to the past, while laughing with him, but I guess it's too late.
I saw his face more pale, his grip was strong again, and pouring his keringat.
She moving his hand, as if to say that I approached him, but I know that dry mouth can not speak again. I put her ear and she whispered to me
"A ... I'm maaf.A.. Ku've ruined everything, I know how you feel, and I appreciate it."
"Maybe I'm late to say it, but I do love you."
He smiled, though his face was suffering from a very large, I can see from his face that you try to suppress the pain itu.Setelah few moments later, his hands apart from mine, his heart was not heard from again, maybe I'm kidding myself at that time, I tried to wake him, I hope he does not leave me even though I knew he was gone for good.
Tears were incapable kubendung again, I can not accept the fact, I do not want him to go from hidupku.Aku want to be with again if only for a moment.
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Ririn Oktaviani, it is my full name, I used to be called Ririn.Aku write this in memory, a memory that can not be kulupakan.Ini kehidupanku.Sebuah a little note on the journey of life that makes me not menentuh.Persahabatan, Love and the reality of life I live. I hope you can learn from the experience of my life
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Dear diary
Tuesday, January 5
It's the first day I sat in class 2 high school, did not feel the time goes so fast, today I tried to change my behavior to become more mature, I realize, I'm not a child anymore, I had to define my own life.
Upon entering the school gate, I ran to my classroom on the second floor above the school, it is great to be on the second floor, I could see a wide field from here and one of the most memorable days, I'm so happy, I do not think Willy called my name and wanted to meet with me at school, although the reason the council but at least I'm very proud of, this is the first time he called me, he was the person who I admire greatly since high school sitting in class 1, even though I closed to within 1 year from him, but his face is very handsome, he's also smart and active in the organization, and one thing that I admire from him ".
Not much to tell from my class, I think it all looks the same, children are noisy and crazy things that just make today lainnya.Mungkin ini.Selamat diaryku night ....
I closed the little book, and keep it under bantal.Buku it means a lot to me, the book is always with me to share the story of when sad or happy, I can not think of how upset I was when the book was small.
19:45 o'clock, the sound starts to sound replace the nocturnal noise of vehicles that passed lalang.Kututup my eyes and tried to get carried away in the wave dreams.
......
"Time's up, the next week we continued another material." Said Art music teacher cover the material
It was great, almost closed eyes opened again hear the bell rests berbunyi.Seperti usual, me, Randy and Fred into the cafeteria sekolah.Mereka indeed friends who always menemaniku.Randy was my friend since junior high, he was arguably the craziest kid I've never met, but it can be said also he was lazy, he most likes to play basketball, his face was rather good-looking, especially with the red hair and long hair almost covering her eyes, but with the strange behavior, inappropriate if he does not have any pacar.Berbeda with Randy, Fred more reserved, other than that he is also very smart, even always get a general rank in the school, he is also one baik.Kisah love was inversely related to Randy, a lot of people who liked him, but he always refused, I do not know why it is not as good as Randy kenapa.Badannya a frequent exercise, but you could say he's too good-looking, black hair style "spike", and most like to spend time in perpustakaan.Aku is new to Fred when entering the school, but I'm also very familiar with him.
"What if today you that we treat Rin ..? Said Randy as he approached the cafeteria.
"I've only just treat you today, not ever, you guys again lah" I replied
"What if I take Willy, hahah.Kalau what if we want to be fair suit, who defeated him the pay" she said
"The justice of which, did I treat them just yesterday, Willy, Randy always said that when he bothers" dengungku heart
This is how Randy if you want to eat for free, not to mention in every game, I always lose, but that's okay.
I also agree to play and so did the Fred.Hasilnya came out, just as I thought, surely I kalah.Memang more so, but I'm happy with mereka.Menurutku only those who can make my day happy, play together, go fishing together, or a walk together, I do not want them to leave me, I'll do anything to make them deka dengaku.Saat after school we usually go to a field of green grass luas.Seperti usual, Randy was always playing ball with the other kids, while Fred with me shelter under a shady tree as he talked with me together.
One day, as usual, we went to the cafeteria, while after the meal, we were told together.
"A weekend later, why do not we go camping, we are off Monday right?" Says Randy
"Hmm ..." lyrics Fred at me, waiting for an answer "
"It is up to you, I agree it" I said
"Okay, I'll sms you where place and time," said Randy excited ".
On Saturday night is the day exactly where tomorrow is the day that we open tunggu.Ku little blue book again, and start writing a new record on a blank sheet.
Dead diary
Saturday, January 16
Today is a very exciting day for me, I'm aware of who can make me happy and I'm very fond of each dia.Oh yeah, right tomorrow we will go camping, where he's in a pegunungan.Aku've never been there before, but according to Randy's nice place, I hope so, oh yes, I must quickly tidur.Trima love diary for today
The next harinyapun we get siap.Kami Hitami gathered in the terminal, and then proceeded to the mountain Aforon.Tempat is indeed famous for its scenery, especially when seeing the sunrise from puncak.Kami also take into account the time, so the day we arrived, we did not miss to see this panorama.
"Sorry to be late, you've had from earlier huh?" Randy said to us.
"Not really, we've just come ..." I replied
"Looks like we're on time, train had come from there," said Fred, pointing to the direction of an approaching train.
"WE COME OFF" said Randy excited.
We were on the train ride to it.I always imagined how comforting it later in the Peak tersebut.Sepanjang trip, posted a paddy field and trees were beautiful, I really enjoyed this trip.
Tsssttt ......
Berhenti.Aku train was awakened from my sleep that soundly, as well as Randy and Fred.Kami lift and move items out perjalanan.Ternyata way to go is not easy, cliffs and wet soil can sometimes be obstacles in the way kami.Saat a few hours of walking, we arrived at the first stop, the name Gowashi Lake.Di place lies a lake that is not too broad, but very beautiful, the water is blue and very clear, the sides are cliffs towering upward as if became a bastion of the lake this.I do not want to miss this opportunity, I was immediately plunged into air.Segar taste, removing any sense of penak after a jauh.Kami not spend much time here because we have to go a distance second stop pretty much. After we left the pack and headed Protond.Aku Gowashi Lake did not think this time the terrain is very different from the previous field, on this trip, that look is a tall grass accompanied by shady trees really cool, I really want to enjoy the breeze here, but we have to be quick before the start gelap.Akhirnya clock struck 18:03, we arrived at the stop kedua.Terlihat many people who meet ini.Tempat place was made for a campsite for visitors.
"You better find food first, I will prepare a tent for us" said Fred.
"I'll find instant food around there," I said.
"Then I'll look for firewood around the trees there," said Randy who did not want to miss.
We also do our own job later masing.Setelah few minutes later, I went to Fred and Randy again, it turns out they've been doing their job.
"I can only instant noodles for dinner tonight" I said
"Never mind, than no" said Randy as he took the parcel.
At night it was really fun wlaupun only with instant noodles only, but if with friends is definitely more melodic guitar ramai.Alunan of Fred adds kecerianku today.
"Oh it seems, I have to go first, perustku painful" cut Randy when we sing together
"Okay ... be careful" said Fred
Randy went away leaving us berdua.Dan baby something that I never imagined it was so quiet terjadi.Malam, just me and Fred.Aku looked into his eyes, his eyes more than usual, his eyes look so cold, the wind blowing hard, but tonight it was really does not move me, she then looked into my eyes as if to hide something.
"What," I asked still confused
"No ..... no nothing" she said with a soft voice
I do not believe a word katanya.Masih clear from her eyes that she berbohong.Detik constantly changing, but Randy had not yet seen, I hope he's here to break the silence ini.Dia continue to see my face, but his words are not okay
"What shall I ask?" Fred said with a look of the same
"Mm .. What the ...?" Asked an increasingly curious about the acting
"Mmmm ... what do you think our friendship will survive, even if one of us had a problem?"
I do not understand the question why all of a sudden he said that.
"I.. Yeah, of course, why do you ask"
"I just want to know"
"You can not cover Fred, I can see in your eyes, that's not what you want to say"
He then turned his eyes from my face
"Hha ... maybe I was not a great lie, but I just want you to know how I feel"
"I do not understand, what do you mean?"
"I've always kept it this.I just want you to know that I really like with you, I want you to join me not only as a friend, who could only hear your feelings on others, but I want more than that."
Mempu I spoke, I was very surprised to hear it, I do not know if all this she kept her feelings, how could I not see itu.Namun ... I can not reciprocate those feelings, there are other reasons that make me menolaknya.Aku then cry, I do not know what I have to say, I do not want to ruin the friendship, but I can not.
He then approached, and hugged me.
"Sorry, I made you this way, I understand how you feel, maybe I am being too nasty to say this padamu.Aku know alasanmu.Aku thank them all."
Was no dripping tears, he then let go of his arms.
"A ... I'm sorry" I said
"No problem, I'm not forcing you" she said with a smile. "
I was told all my feelings, the person who I admire and I sukai.Beberapa time after that, the sound of someone from behind.
"Sorry, I'm a bit long" he said "
Fred and approached us.
"Your eyes are red, what is it?"
"It's okay, had conceded mosquitoes"
"Owh so, ehh I'd continue my look at the squirrels chase, so little time, but the squirrel fled" Fred said with a smile
"I think it was late, we'd better sleep" Fred rafters.
I was headed to my tent, I still can not believe all that Fred katakan.Aku kept brooding, and now I'm starting to think, what might this friendship will continue bertahan.Aku not expect this holiday became a nightmare for me.
"Hey sleepyhead, get up quickly, the journey is still far enough" someone trying to wake me.
When I woke up, I get out of the tent and found Fred and Randy are getting ready with their wares
"Wash your face, which I'll clean up your stuff" said Fred
"Yes" I replied
I immediately ran to leave them and look for eye air.Saat find a spring, I wash all my face and hope that all the load last night going with the flow air.Walaupun until now I could not believe everything he said last night, but I will try melupakannya.Saat felt calm enough, I was right back to the camp and apparently they already have everything.
When everything was ready, we were immediately rushed to the final destination, Mount Aforon.
"Everything is holding, not to loose, the journey will be very difficult, but this is precisely what makes us united" Randy command that looks so mature.
"Well" I said along with Fred "
We then started to climb the mountain, cliff seen everywhere even though we had walked some menit.Aku continue to hold their hands together, I really ketakutan.Setelah some time after that, we also arrive at a cottage kecil.Randy located in the front and then stop.
"What," I asked the Randy
"It looks like rain, I'm not sure we can get these days, we have to take shelter in here or maybe tomorrow we will go"
"Is not this the 21st day, it's a special day for us, it's 1 year anniversary we've become friends" I said
"It is better, if we lived before, we see the situation later" said Fred
"Yeah" added Randy
I then bowed with tears in her eyes, I did not want this day to be meaningless.
Randy then approached, and held my shoulder and said with a smile
"Do not be sad anymore, let's go"
He then re-picked up his bag, and took my hand to continue the journey perjalanan.Setengah we have passed, in a few moments we will arrive at the top, I always said it sounded in pikiranku.Fred kept looking towards the compass while Randy continues to look towards the sky , he tried to ensure that we will fine.We continued to walk towards the mountain top, but suddenly drops of rain began to fall and turn into rain lebat.Randy immediately issue a flashlight and a jacket from the bag, so stayed after school with Fred . When I opened my bag, I mencri jacket but when I was looking for, I did not realize menemukannya.Aku later, I left my jacket at the time in the eyes ketakutan.Randy air.Aku very cold and then immediately off her jacket and pair it on my body.
"What about you," I asked
"I'll be alright, calm down" she said, smiling at me
Randy then keep looking around with his flashlight while Fred to find out if there is a place for berteduh.Aku began to regret my actions earlier, why should I impose my will tadi.Mengapa I do not listen to what they katakan.Hari was getting dark as the rain never let up, the even more licin.Aku hatiku.Tinggal continued to pray in a few moments we will be up, but suddenly Randy fell and his head struck a rock and then kaget.Kepalanya issued darah.Fred gunung.Aku then immediately ran to the front and saw the state Randy.Tanpa thinking he was then picked up and carried her Randy.
"I leave it to you, hold the flashlight and compass, now you're the penujuk way", I hope you "said Fred
"But I do not know"
"Be sure you can"
I then looked at Randy's in a state of severe and cold, then I pick up a compass and a flashlight and started looking jalan.Aku continue watching the road, while occasionally I see Fred behind that bend over backwards raise Randy.Badan was it would have been very fatigue, I thought to hati.Cuaca getting worse, with torrential rain continued to fall while lightning occasionally terdengar.Aku continue to survive but then I realized that my body was not strong again.I almost fell, my eyes dizzy, and my vision was getting dark, but when suddenly I see some light, I then tried to strengthen langkahku.Itu possible light from the summit climbers who tried to tell lainnya.Saat stepped a few minutes, finally the light is in front of me, it turns out we've got puncak.Ku see some people come up to us, as I look back, Randy Fred tried lowering of the arms, but suddenly he terjatuh.Aku immediately walked towards him with a strong grasp tenaga.Ku veins and veins apparently still berdetak.Aku then feel relieved . But when I saw that Randy was beside me and then back khawatir.Aku then put his head on my thigh, then I hold tangannya.Saat I held her hand, I felt that he was still alive, I can feel his arms even if only a little, he then opened his eyes.
"Do not cry, you're a brave woman" she said softly
"So whenever I'm not going to remove my hand from you, I'm sorry," I said, tears
"You're not wrong, it probably already takdir.Takdir that brings all of us, and he will separate us" she whispered, unable to withstand the pain
I held her hand over backwards, I do not want to lose him, I'm sorry for my actions that lalu.Aku only hope to turn back the clock to the past, while laughing with him, but I guess it's too late.
I saw his face more pale, his grip was strong again, and pouring his keringat.Dia moving his hand, as if to say that I approached him, but I know that dry mouth can not speak lagi.Kudekatkan her ear and she whispered to me
"A ... I'm maaf.A.. Ku've ruined everything, I know how you feel, and I appreciate it.I heard s .. emuanya you tell Fred natural m .."
"Maybe I'm late to say it, but I did lie about my feelings mencintaimu.Aku Willy, I may admire him, but I love you"
He smiled, though his face was suffering from a very large, I can see from his face that you try to suppress the pain itu.Setelah few moments later, his hands apart from mine, his heart was not heard from again, maybe I'm kidding myself at that time, I tried to wake him, I hope he does not leave me even though I knew he was gone for good.
Tears were incapable kubendung again, I can not accept the fact, I do not want him to go from hidupku.Aku want to be with again if only for a few saat.Orang rose then raised Fred and Randy to the health post, while they took me to the inn to warm my body.
A few days after that, I had to live my life again, but everything is not as usual anymore, no laughter from Randy, mischief, or even when he was arguing denganku.Hidupku perasaanku.Sulit hampa.Fred tries to comfort me to thank all of them, he is my friend since I was a kid, and I think it's unlikely to let it go of all that we live bersama.Setiap month I visited her grave with Fred to pray and cleanse makamnya.Aku always remembered padanya.Beberapa months passed
Dear Diary.
This may be the last piece that I wrote, the high school sheet filled with millions cerita.Sedih, fun, laughter and tears become part of the story when Randy and Fred ini.Apalagi bersamaku.Hari is graduation day kami.Fred will attend the University Architect in Brazil, while I was going to college at the University of Medicine in Jerman.Mungkin if Randy is still there, definitely take part in the Barcelona football school, that's what he always said this padaku.Diary I'll keep it in the box and I'll put it on the grave Randy, I hope he's not upset to hear all the chatter about staying dia.Selamat High School, Diary goodbye, and goodbye Randy.
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A few years after that, I was then completed the study of medicine and marry someone who I think is right, and Randy certainly be happy when he knows who my husband he Fred.Kami both returned to Japan and visit the graves of Randy.Kami tell him everything and plan will be staying in Japan back in the family.
THE END
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